The Winchester

I have been slacking on this, but it's not out of ignorance or personal choice not to disclose the rest of my blast from the past. It's because I completely forgot about it until I found the two pages earlier today. This is part three, but is also the last part, so instead of Volume 3 or something I decided to go with Finale. Upon reading it myself, it is entirely unfulfilling in the sense that I seem to have went from personal admittances and emotion, to random ranting and impersonal goings-on. What began as a somewhat coherent stream of thought settled into a distracted rant involving anything but the subject I began with. Perhaps that lends to the state of mind I was in: I began a bit broken and confused about what I wanted to relate, and ended up back to random, unimportant thoughts that to me conveyed a sense of "getting over it." Decide for yourself. I'm making it sound deeper than it appears. _________________________________________________________ I don...

So continues my blast from the past. As I said before, I found it interesting that in the first part of this I used a third-person viewpoint to narrate. Then, here, I find myself using first-person. Why the change? Did I intend the first part to be a selection from a larger narrative or story I wanted to tell? Or did I decide it was absurd to put myself out of myself in order to get the emotion across? Who knows? Not I, assuredly. The question is neither here nor there, I'm afraid. That is what I did, therefore that is what I will transcribe here. No reason to edit when I'm just copying, so take it for what it is, as I am doing. By the way, I'm not certain of the time frame between the last one of these I so diligently penned. I believe it was a day or two. _____________________________ I don't have a TV. Well, I do have a TV, but it has not been delivered yet. She took the one we had (feels weird to say HAD, but there it is), which is understandable considering it is ...

I was leafing through the many different notebooks I have kept since college the other day, and stumbled upon one that was with me through both college and after. I used it once since then, it appears, and although I do remember using it I had since put it away and not remembered using it. If you follow me. What I found was some writing I had done after an ended relationship. My current girlfriend, Nichole, and I have been together almost two years now. We are just recently moved in together and everything is going well as I'm sure you were wondering and are happy to hear it. Previously, I was in a relationship that lasted roughly two and a half years or so. I won't go into the details, both because you don't really care to hear them and I feel like I'm so far past it that it doesn't even matter anymore. Also, I tend to keep things light and fluffy and this is getting dangerously close to personal. So why post it? Good question. I found it intriguing to go back and ...